2015 was certainly eventful and although I lost my much beloved Nan, we have come through the year being thankful for all that happened too. I am currently 8 and a bit months pregnant and we finally moved into our forever house a few weeks ago.
As we move into the new year I'm in a quandary about what to do with this blog. Trying to conceive has been such a huge part of my life for over 5 years, but that chapter is about to come to an end. My blogging and crafting hobbies helped enormously with regaining a sense of self that our miscarriages and struggles robbed me of, but at the same time I don't know where my new role as a Mother will leave these priorities.
Most importantly I am all too aware of the lovely people that read this blog that are still trying to achieve their dream of parenthood and I don't want them to have to read about the new baby and have it feel as if it's being rubbed in. I have been there and I know that no-matter how happy you are for the new parents, there is always a bubble of resentment beneath the surface, the 'why not me?'
So as I move in to 2016 I am left with two options;
- Call time on my beloved Ramblings of a Baby Making Addict blog and start anew
- Update and re-name the blog to focus on our new chapter
I wish all my readers a very happy and prosperous 2016!